Lord, my heart is not proud. (Psalm 131:1)
Its true, Lord, that sometimes I am arrogant. Self-importance, contempt, even disdain for others do leak out of me now and then. But I know that deep down I still want to be the person you always intended me to be.
That person is awesome, Father, because your image shines through so thoroughly. Free me to become that person. Forgive me for trying to be anything other than what you intend. Remind me of the gifts you have given me, and show me how to begin to use them in a way that pleases you.
I do not busy myself with things too sublime for me. Father, I want to leave the marvelous things to you. I will content myself with peace instead. Lead me in your peace, free me from the discontent of striving and the torment of thinking that I must know more, understand more, seek more, and do more just to please you. I will be happy to receive what you offer me in prayer, in Scripture, and in your Church. Its enough to know the gift of your peace, to smile at the good that you are.
I have stilled my soul. Who I am is good enough! Father, I trust your Holy Spirit to show me what needs to change and what doesnt. For the rest, I want to be content with who I am, how you have made me, and where you have put me. I want only to sit in your embracesecure, safe, trusting in your protection. It is enough to be at ease in your presence, like a child nestled on its mothers lap, resting in the assurance of your unfailing, perfect love.
God, I know that you will tell me what you think about me. I know that you will tell me how much you love me. I trust you. I believe that you will speak to my heartso I will be quiet right now and listen for your voice. Stir up in me the desires you placed in me from the beginning. Stir up in me, too, a greater desire to become the person you created me to be.
Father, I am content to sit silently with you. Just to be with you, to enjoy your presence, is enough. In you I have found my peace!
Philippians 2:1-4; Luke 14:12-14