Stay locked in the closet of ingrown self-righteousness and deception, if you must. Rome has enslaved its millions, the way the Islamic cult has enslaved millions.
The joy and freedom of Jesus Christ, alone, exists now as it has existed since His blood was shed on Calvary. The elect welcomed the rescue and call to those who rely on props...come out, if you can. That one must be chained to men in bathrobes and pointy hats to have hope is not only tragic, but borders on demonic.
I pray for you