(steely)
not...
Nursing the youngest of her seven young children in front of a massive, rusty swamp cooler installed beside her small, red kitchen table, Beatrice Lara said, "It's terrible living here."
"I'd give anything to get out of here," added her husband, a construction worker who pays $330 a month rent. "But we can't move to Mecca or Thermal because we don't have proper immigration documents."
I must go now. It's time for the evenng ritual of mopping up the blood that falls from my bleeding heart. Farewell!