I get it. I have spent a lot of time on safari in Africa, and one of the most beautiful animals I got to see frequently was the Gemsbok, a member of the Oryx family. So do you know how disorienting it is to drive down a deserted ranch road in West Texas and see these?
When I saw that I was totally confused and disoriented, there I am in West Texas driving along minding my own business and thought I had been teleported to Africa. I mean this is a scimatar oryx and not a Gemsbok, but its only a matter of coloration. I had to stop the truck, get out, steady myself, walk around, drink some water, check the map, look at the animals again, check the map again, look at the license plate, look at the sales slip from the last gas station - yep Alpine Tx.
So I get it with disphoria, when you get this confused sense that things aren't where you thought they should be - not that I have ever been confused about whether THOSE things are where they should be or thought I had some things that don't belong where some folks want to put them.
When you don’t have God in your life, there’s always a hole in your heart. People who can’t accept God try to fill it with other things, but those things never quite fit, like trying to put a square peg in a round hole. This “trans” stuff is just an extraordinarily misshapen block they are trying to shove in there.