I feel the same way after the last few months and especially the last few weeks. As I was saying to my husband, we had communists, anarchists, riots etc in the 60s. However then, we still had many many patriots in positions of leadership still in the country. Now we see people bowing, kneeling, corporations donating multimillions of dollars to a false front organization that desires communism, perversion, violence, and gives most of the donations to the democrat party. Judges bought off, politicians bought off, those we thought were on our side acting like complete cowards, universities and public schools promoting hatred of America and communism. My hope is pretty much gone. I’m glad I’m older but like you just feel heartsick for our kids and grandkids. They really have never even seen the real America that we grew up with. Christians are praying for God to intervene and that is the only way things can be saved. It cant be just political, it has to be hearts turned and these freaking blinders taken off the 50+% of the country that is totally brainwashed.