Nothing I can say to help you out with your anxiety, other than it is a state of mind, and it is possible for you to regulate it!
Have faith. This is war, the DEMs are fully invested, and they will come out swinging with what they have and what they make up.
https://www.cbsnews.com/live-news/trump-impeachment-inquiry-latest-updates-today-2019-10-02/
“The clash comes ahead of a hastily scheduled mysterious briefing requested by the State Department’s inspector general, who requested a meeting to review unspecified documents with staffers of relevant congressional committees on WEDNESDAY afternoon. — Stefan Becket”