I do not think Ambassador Stevens was a friend of hers; she couldn’t remember his name. The big lie probably did take a huge toll on her, but for another reason: this was her official duty. She was his boss. The buck really stopped with her, and a decent President could have fired her on the spot. And taken the blame himself in front of the American people. I think that if it took a big health toll on Hillary, it was because she really felt the American people were on to her for the first time, and this could hurt her chances of BEING QUEEN. She could finally be seen for the lying monster she is, and she was afraid.
She probably still has the nightmares: Chris Stevens being tortured outside the burning compound, near death, and as Hillary steps closer, he raises his bloody head and says, “Youuuu did this. Youuuu ruined your own careeeeeeer” and then he explodes.
Stephens was Hillary’s friend. I knew I was going to get some crap for my position but, please do not think I’m defending her. She’s as ruthless as they come. I’m just saying choosing to save Obama’s Presidency instead of using her power to save her friend and ally messed with her. It’s just a theory.
I don’t believe she has any nightmares about it whatsoever. She’s completely untouched by it, she would have to have a heart first for it to matter.