I didn't know I did until I told my ex wife one evening about 4 years ago that she should move because when they come to confiscate my guns that I would fight to the death.
Capture was not an option. I would never be taken alive.
Think about it...go to the VA and talk about it.
We used to take Sunday drives from the O.C. to Ocotillo Wells and back. Highway S2 was a favorite.
One of the roads we traveled, seemed like it was near Palomar, we passed through a military training area. Was that the SERE school?