Is that a quote from, The Ministry of Truth?
http://genius.com/George-orwell-nineteen-eighty-four-part-1-chapter-2-annotated
In Oceania there were no laws.
“He was already dead, he reflected. It seemed to him that it was only now, when he had begun to be able to formulate his thoughts, that he had taken the decisive step. The consequences of every act are included in the act itself. He wrote:
Thoughtcrime does not entail death: thoughtcrime IS death.
Now he had recognized himself as a dead man it became important to stay alive as long as possible. Two fingers of his right hand were inkstained. It was exactly the kind of detail that might betray you.”