My sincere advice in Love to you is to abandon your “Pope” and get right with Jesus Christ.
As a Catholic I put my trust in Christ and find this Pope to be a false prophet kind of Pope.
I am very grateful to be a member of the Catholic Church, which has taught me and brought me, and urged me and drawn me, into contact with Jesus Christ Our Lord. I am convinced now, more than ever, that the Catholic Church is one of Christ's most valuable gifts to the world, and especially to souls like me.
So if you don't mind (or even, my friend, if you do!) I will pray for you to draw nearer to Christ, thinking this will draw you --- in some way you may not even know about ---- into a better relationship with this, His Church.
You are already in it, I think, in your way. Whether you know it or not!
Two sinners praying for each other. I do think that pleases Him.