mostly monologuing in my own head now, because it was compelling for some reason. Maybe it was the shocking rawness of it.
To be sure! It’s a ‘safe, inconsequential’ way to voyeur into the minds eye of inhumane brutality. And to that, you hit the nail on the head. I realized that’s what had mesmerized me with this genre of entertainment. Being the overthinker I am, I asked myself why in the hell am I so entertained by Hollywood’s glamorous spin on behavior I wouldn’t condone in reality. Thus it lost it’s magic on me. I refuse to contribute to Hollywood’s glorification & acceptance of the human race’s moral demise.