Revelation 3:15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.
You are the coward.
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Finish the verse-”So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.”
No, there is no half way. You are either for Christ or against Him. There is nothing in between.