Death wish = feeling of guilt, self-condemnation, remorse?
She is a LIAR, therefore, she says she wants death, hoping they’ll give her life (to thwart what she wants), then she gets what she wants. If the jury had been as stupid as the Casey Anthony one, I was ready to pull the trigger on my own head, rather than ever put my life in the hands of a jury, (in case I was ever arrested for anything).