Yeah, same here.
I remember years ago in grade school Sister Renae told me to pray for people like this - pray for people to convert to Jesus. This is what she told me when I was a little boy. Now I cannot seem to pull that lever no matter how hard I try.
“to pray for people like this - pray for [atheist] people to convert to Jesus..... Now, I cannot seem to pull that lever no matter how hard I try.”
Why bother? Atheists are smarter than believers (just ask them). No one’s locking them out of the churches (unless they show up to protest). They killed many millions of believers. Atheists can take their Festivus pole & shove it up their Flying Spaghetti Monster for all I care.
They’ll find out soon enough who’s wrong.