I am so sorry, your post touched me. I lost both parents in the past 10 tears and feel like it was better for them not to see this happen.
I, too, send you good wishes but am sorry for this outcome...
My mother survived Nazi-occupied France and taught us conservatism from birth. Her hero was Reagan and we both cried during his funeral.
I thank God she isn’t here to see what has happened to her beloved country....Clinton was bad enough.