I will in true Christian charity forgive you for your ignorant and uneducated comment.
Your attitudes add misery to those who are afflicated with a clinical depression and many suffering ones often don’t get help or medications because of erroneous “christian” attitudes such as yours.
Have you tried to tell a diabetic or a person with cardiac disease or a broken leg to “change his desires of the heart”?
If you are thinking of suicide, don’t do it.
Your loved ones will pay a terrible price for your actions. Their anger at you, their guilt, their self-doubt will a burden to them for the rest of their lives.
Deal with your own problems, don’t put them on your friends and family.