Go read your Bible, MHGinTN...and don’t just read it. Study it and let God teach you what it says. You will be a much better person for it, I guarantee! YOU took the words right out my mouth and you don’t even freaking know it! Obviously it’s just words to you that you don’t even understand.
Sadly, I didn’t really expect you to get it. I was hoping you could, but it is really up to you to open that heart to the real meaning of the Grace of God in Christ. We’ve had a few Mormons try the very same tactics you’re trying to fumble through now. Enjoy the rest of your day.