I think I must be living in a nightmare bizzaro world and can’t wake up.
That’s the only explanation I can come up with.
I can empathize. As someone who'd studied the Balkans long before the 1990's wars, I've been feeling that way for the last 20 years. The results of of our policy stupidity have been so predictable that it wouldn't be far-fetched to call them suicidal.