I live in fear of what my son is capable of- he has hurt his sisters, tried to hurt me, and threatened our whole family. I have told health professionals this, and they pretty much just shrug and tell me there is nothing that can be done. I am afraid that he will do something that will become a criminal matter someday.
I hear you, cat, and I know how you feel. It’s terrible as a mother to have to contemplate these things.