It is my reality and it is hell. My mother forced me into an abortion 30 years ago. I ran away from home and did not go back for over 20 years and only then because my father was slowly dying of a Parkinson's-like disease (PSP), he died 3 years ago. My life was a living hell because of the abortion, I lost 4 other children due to miscarriages and almost lost my only daughter because I was so screwed up inside, not to mention the emotional aspect. I had constant nightmares about dead babies chasing me. The hatred I felt for her was consuming me. I finally had to turn it over to the Lord and take comfort in the fact that she would have to deal with Him when her time came. She finally apologized for it just last year, we are trying to mend our relationship now.
God bless you.
America, this is what 31 years of "choice" has given this nation. May God have mercy on us all.
Bless you. Like I said, I can't even imagine.
But you can't go wrong in turning to the Lord. I'll keep you in my prayers.