Having seen what it does to a person, it has made me bitter about life in general. Anyone can work hard his whole life and finally, when, according to the American Dream, life should become easier, one can be deprived of enjoying life because of this disease. That article brought back some unpleasant memories. Some things stay with you -- it has been years but I still often jump whenever the phone rings (being conditioned to have to rush to the hospital, or...).