No, I really want to.
Really?
One day a man asked a sadhu what it takes to see God. The sadhu brought him to the river and pushed and held his head under the water, and kept him there for quite a long time. When he pulled him out of the water, the man was gasping for breath. The sadhu asked him, "Tell, me, how did you feel?" The man replied that he thought he was going to die, so desperate was he for air. The sadhu replied, "If you can pine for God with as much ardor as you did for air, you will not have long to wait for His vision."