If you "give a damn" so much, start writing LETTERS.
Don't want to? Won't do any good? You can come up with 101 reasons to do NOTHING.
But, at least, someone will read your letters!
Now, you're afraid? Oh dear, nothing can be done about that.
JUST DO IT. It's better than WHINING about it.
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There is always PRAYER. God does listen. Maybe He is just a little tired of your whining.
Sorry if I'm being harsh but for cryin' out loud, DO something constructive. Whining ISN'T.
i write tons of letters, thanks