“For some, it’s not a craving for the drink but a desire to be free from the noise in their heads. Alcohol deadens that.”
Have had tinnitus in both ears since 1969, but I still have 21 years and 7 months sober as of today.
In my own case I was selfish, self-centered, very highly addicted physical, mentally and spiritually to the substance called alcohol.
Thanks to loving family, a professional interventionist, and AA, I stopped cold turkey, and have no regrets.
What you call “noise in their heads” I suggest may be pangs of guilt for their selfishness, withdrawal pains, self-induced temporary mental illness, to name a few.
I'm not talking about literal noise or ringing. I'm talking about thoughts you'd rather not have.
And you left out grieving over a dead child as a possible option.
Congrats on your sobriety. Have you tried high quality fish oil for your tinnitus? A brand like Nordic naturals or carlsons?