Not in my library, and a little pricey on Amazon. I’ve been slogging about in Alan Baker’s “Intro...” book, but it gets pretty hard sometimes.
I really like what Paul Dirac once said: “It is more important to have beauty in one’s equations than to have them fit experiment.”
I’ve come to understand that where you find one, you usually find the other as well.
It’s difficult not to consider mathematics as having been imprinted on the universe.