Even more despise dogs!
I got both dogs and cats and they both piss me off...
The dogs are cool until I go to bed and they need to rock off at some threatening coyote(s) a half-mile away and the cats need to jump up on everything in the shop in search of “mice” that are nowhere close.
But, I still feed them all and pet them in the morning.
Sounds like enabling, co-dependent behavior on my part...