It’s not me, it’s not a craft, although I use the term “I”, it’s not me doing the work. It’s done through me and I just observe it.
Even the words coming out of my mouth are not mine.
I went through the darkest Dark-Night-of-the-Soul experience several times. I hit bottom at lows that I would with on no one. It destroyed me as an individual, but in doing so made room for God. My strength is through my weakness. I cling to God like a young child does their mother. Losing that connection is my greatest fear.
Having died and experienced God fully, I do not want to be here.
I share here on FR as I am anonymous. I don’t want a following, or a line at my door of people asking for help.
The greatest help I can give people is to help them find God within themselves. To do so, they cannot cling to me. I can show them the bumpy road that leads to experiencing God, but the journey is theirs.
I have felt this way my whole life, even as a child. I feel out of place here. The Holy Trinity is what keeps me going...
I understand.
I still would like to talk to you via voice. Possible?
Be aware: I know you are a flawed human being only made worthwhile by the love and guidance of God, just like I am. I will never consider you a ‘guru’ or ‘expert’ on any of this. I only want to hear your experiences.
The greatest help I can give people is to help them find God within themselves
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Please elaborate “...help them find God within themselves”
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