So sorry for the loss of your son to suicide. My father died that way and it is something you never recover from. I am in no way comparing the loss of my dad to the loss of your son, I’m sure it is my pain times a million. Just wanted you to know that being part of the club of losing one you love to suicide is a heartache I would not wish on my worst enemy. Hugs to you and your family.
Thank you and hugs to you too. It is amazing how many people have lost loved ones to suicide. People I had known for years told me about losing parents, siblings, or children. The grace they bear it with is an inspiration.