Sorry to say it but I’m starting to believe that there is no GOD!!!
He ain’t a gum ball machine. He who made kittens put snakes in the grass. You win some, you lose some and some get rained out.
We are called to persevere, not quit.
To despair is to turn your back on God. Hang in there...remember God will NOT be mocked, He is just waiting on the right time to show his power! Have a little Faith, I know I am and it’s hard, extremely hard, BUT there is a God and he is STILL IN CONTROL...believe that, just as my heart breaks, I believe that with all my heart!