well maybe so but since 2008 things have been so difficult for me the situation is already dire
I am very sorry to hear that. I'll say a prayer for you this very day, in hopes that your situation improves and that all burdens are lifted. :)
No spring chicken here myself - and my own prospects would not be that good in the event of a collapse. I'm just trying to help out the three young men that I'm leaving in my wake.