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I am checking in for the week.

Thank you all for your prayers and concerns.

Today was the first day since all my troubles and Covid started that I felt anything close to approaching normal in terms of reduce brain fog, anxiety, and fatigue. I am going to have take a nap before getting up and attempting to work on chores for an hour, which I must do because it is the only exercise I get. But if I got actual exercise I’d probably easily slip below 110 pounds.

My aunt had another kidney stone episode. She has pretty much been off oxygen and has been doing a fair bit of housework. She seems to have more energy than I have. But I’ve also been trying to work almost 40 hours a week.

She has only been out of the house to go to doctors and the ER and wants to go out, but I told her she can’t because there is too much ice to slip on and there are too many colds going around. I’ve almost fallen a few times and might have a cold. S.O. has a cold and I cannot see him tomorrow when I go up to my dad’s place. He needs to rest and I don’t need to get a cold or a different cold.

I had an issue for a while with my new glasses being too tight and finally got them fixed today.

I’ve been getting about six hours sleep. A few nights ago I got about 8. I decreased the anti-anxiety meds from two different types to the one I was taking in the morning to night in the hopes that I won’t be so tired during the day.

I am sorry I am not posting more. I hardly look at CTH or other sites or even other threads on FR. I just don’t have the time or energy, mental or otherwise. It is probably going to be a long while before I do. I rarely log onto FR at all. I look at this thread and CTH mostly on my phone.

I feel kind of bad. There was a pretty good inspiring post by someone on CTH the other day that in the past I would brought over here. But I have to be selfish with my time and energy and posting is just going to have to be something I cut out of my life right now.

I really miss interacting with you all.