I’m with you, too neve racking. I will actually be afraid to find out. Overjoyed if we win but distraught if not.
I’m prepared either way.
I’m retiring at the end of next month, and have been stocking up on “necessities” for quite awhile. I’ll be prepared for any eventuality. I’ve lived a good life, not necessarily materially, but I’ve had fun and I’m married to a wonderful woman who is my best friend. We’ll be together no matter what. And we’ll likely go together, or so damn close that it will be the same thing.