Hopefully this entire stupid post will disappear soon. I slept very well last night and woke up feeling great. But I am the first to admit that sometimes I don’t work quite right. However, I have discovered that the cure is worse than the disease. My apologies.
Please, accept the concern and advice you've received here as being of the purest kind and of the highest value.
Stay open to how it's always possible that you've been misinformed about that cure vs disease thing.
That's all I've got. If I said anything more about seeking help, I'd be a hypocrite.
Happy Friday!