Unfortuantely, the choices are rather limited.
Cruz, whom I like, but am not sure about his determination to stop illegal immigration and deport the ones already here.
Trump, whom I like, but also have reservations about. I am not convinced that he would roll back the welfare state. He many be a good manager, and manage it effectively, but I am concerned that he’s not willing to work towards the goal of ending it.
If, when the time comes in the primaries, (which by the time NY gets around to it the nomination may already be decided) I will have to choose....most likely Trump. We are a long way from there at this time.
What you said...I feel exactly as you do.