I admire your abilities but you should take better care of yourself. Subjecting yourself to people like this cannot be good.
Yes. Prior to clicking on it, I made up my mind that, come what May, I was going to watch all of it. It was tough struggling through 9 minutes of grim, un-funny, nasty, bile-dripping hormonally-disturbed raving about native indians and anal sex, some of it in really bad French. After it was over, it felt like I had been raped.