Honestly, I have a really hard time with this. It's like people choose to do great evil, with the expectation that they'll get a free pass at the end just because they repented.
A (dirty) little secret about the POC room in the abortion mill. They don’t start a worker in there first day. They start a worker at the receptionist desk first usually answering phones. Then filing stuff and doing paperwork, you know usual office stuff. Then after a lapse of time they “ease” her or even him to the POC room. They know if they put a worker in the POC room first day she or he will quit right off the bat. So they give them other jobs around the clinic so they are used to the place. Kind of a guilt thing if they try to leave.