Suicide kicks in with the after effects from the vaccine or even the long-Covid. I had the delta Covid last August and the effects of the long Covid linger on, make it nearly impossible to want to get out of bed. Depression is a real thing with it because it is not your “normal”. Discouragement that it will never get better is something that you daily deal with.
After getting the Omicron it is finally getting better, but even at my age, I’ve always felt much younger than my age and even looked 10-15 years younger. Now I feel older and look my age. You don’t sleep well, the pain is ever with you and you feel that it will still never leave your body. My labs have begun to change, and it’s not my lifestyle. I never got the vaccine, just delta and omicron. I can’t imagine what it would’ve been like to get the vaccine and have all this going on, especially since you are under strict “orders” not to share your experience as a celebrity since it would draw a LOT of attention.
I hope you feel better soon.
Speaking of orders, you remember what happened to Nikki Minaj (popular singer with the younger set)?
She put out a hysterical video about the shots... and then got summoned to the White House. She’s been quiet since. Yeah... something not right about this whole thing.