My good friend Joe feels the same way, as a former altar boy. He loathes “Pope” Francis and what he stands for. My wife, on the other hand, goes every week, b/c she believes her attendance is about serving God and not some sin apologists in the Church.
She too, BTW, says that this pseudo-Pope makes her sick.
I’m with you on the current Pope. I can’t even bring myself to name him. When he first became Pope, I prayed for him, but I can no long do that. Instead, I pray every day for Pope Benedict XVI. For me, he is still my Pope.