Thank you for your post. Believe it or not I very much identify with what you just said.
Its strange. I am exactly the person I have always been. And yet I am very different in ways I cannot articulate. And I suspect there is more to come.
I think it's fair to say that if it were fully revealed to us right here,right now,what is to eventually become of us it would probably drop us stone dead on the spot.Thank God for His kindness towards us!
"And I suspect there is more to come"
LOL! ya think? I'm not entirely sure what I might do when I have that same suspicion,curl up under the bed in the fetal position and suck my thumb,run around as though my hair were on fire,or take up the sword and start really swinging.