I'll stick to Scripture when Jesus said "Take, eat; this is My body." (Matthew 26:26)
You don’t believe that Christ’s body was broken, bruised and bleeding, spilling blood (let alone his side being lanced by a centurion.) along the way to Calvary and on Calvary?
Did you see The Passion of the Christ?
St. Anne Catherine Emmerich in a vision, was told that Christ had over 5,000 wounds. I forget the actual number right now.
How can one read the Bible and not believe that Christ was broken and his own blood was spilled?