(Denny Crane: "I Don't Want To Socialize With A Pinko Liberal Democrat Commie.Say What You Like About Republicans. We Stick To Our Convictions. Even When We Know We're Dead Wrong.")
There's no way out bro'. You shudda sucked it up like all the rest of us (especially since you're in OC and you would have had great company) and done your duty. Instead, you outed yourself and have permanently destroyed your credibility. Just re-up with a new handle and call it a day.