What are you doing here on this forum? When you are not hurling insults at people of faith you are proclaiming yourself a "religious authority" even though your little cut-and-pastes are totally bogus.
You have some serious issues, probably the result of "post traumatic grief disorder" caused by your decision to have an abortion many years ago. You can claim that it was your "choice" but choices have consequences, and now you are struggling to deal with the reality of what you have done.
We on this forum who are pro-life and who observe G-D's commandments are not qualified to be your group therapy session.
Get professional help. I will pray for you.
Thanks Alouette. That nailed it. I counsel post-abortive women and this person is definitely having problems admitting being guilty of baby murder. She will justify, justify, and justify until kingdom come.
It would be better in the long run to own up when one is wrong while you still have the chance, than rot in hell for "choice." It's called repentance, something pro-choicers are not known to do as a rule. When they're ready, they come to me for help. The Planned Parenthood types chew these hurting women up and spit them out.