As an SS... He winessed...
As other doctors did... It wasn't prescribed by a doctor... You know your stupid remarks are just that... Stupid and won't make anybody change his/her opinion... It will only reflect very badly on you!
What are you doing here on this forum? When you are not hurling insults at people of faith you are proclaiming yourself a "religious authority" even though your little cut-and-pastes are totally bogus.
You have some serious issues, probably the result of "post traumatic grief disorder" caused by your decision to have an abortion many years ago. You can claim that it was your "choice" but choices have consequences, and now you are struggling to deal with the reality of what you have done.
We on this forum who are pro-life and who observe G-D's commandments are not qualified to be your group therapy session.
Get professional help. I will pray for you.