Forgot:
if your religion has a problem with other people's choices, then you can choose another profession... One where you don't need a licence from the state, with conditions attached by the state. If you are a vegeterian, being a butcher isn't for you...
Your post is illogical and irrational... But then I don't expect more...
There's nothing religious here, unless you consider laws against murder to be religious.
Most women who regret what they've done take this position, because they know in their inner soul that what they did can never be made right, no matter how they try to justify it. That this so-called "choice" can never be undone. That somebody suffered for it. And in the back of their minds, they will pay for it every damned day.
I can spot a post-abortive woman a mile away and you are one. Your post convicts you. And quite frankly, I more than understand. There is forgiveness and a second chance. Make the most of it.