[kjvail]

. I swear that not long after he was born, I just knew he was the first baby I had lost, finally out in the world.

I guess paganism has made deeper inroads into Protestant theology than I thought. What you have articulated here is a belief in reincarnation.

[pharmamom]

You know, I don't think God gets His panties in a wad about the idiosyncrasies of our feelings (and what I articulated was a feeling) and the minutiae of our every thought. Jesus hung on the cross and said, "It is finished." 'Nuff said.