Ask Him, not us. There’s no one on this earth who can give you the perfect advice that He can.
Beautiful and perfect answer you gave - asking God that question, not others.
I would like to also add, for those this would apply to::
Be ever mindful that you are now an ‘example’ to others of what a Christian’s life means — and who Jesus is.
I have run into many people whose impression of God has sadly came from weak spirited Christians and unsavory actions. Pray often (just talk to the Lord) finding your strength through his guidance (look, listen, the answers are there).
Hugs and Love,
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