“They just think that they love their sin. Imagine the Hell that it would be to know that total fulfilling love was held away from you and all you had for yourself was the stain of what you had done, forever.”
It tortures my soul to have tasted heaven and be sent back here against my will. When I died, I did not want to return to my physical body. I miss being in the feeling of heaven more than words can ever describe. It is a great torture to remember the feeling and not be there in it.
God bless and keep you - and see you there someday.