As you both agree, there are things worse than death
It is not a question of what i should do or what i must do, but the question I ask of myself is what will I do.
I can say anything to make myself look right but saying it does not get it done.
See above post. I have already lost everything because of my faith, my life is not my own but purchased with the precious blood of Christ. I belong to Him. I know what I would do. I already get death threats because of my ministry, I have spent many many hours thinking, praying and pondering this.