What has happened to you is not unusual as you have followed a false prophet instead of following God’s revelation, the bible. Wolves need lambs to eat and destroy. What you need to do, and right away, is get all that Swedenborg stuff out of your house. You have drawn spiritual entities to yourself that mean you harm. Your suicide attempt was their influence, they want you dead. There are some pastors here who can help you. We’ll pray for you.
Excellent points and suggestions.
Contacting & submitting to the nearest bona fide Spirit-filled deliverance ministry with a good balanced Biblical track record would also be wise.
I am not Jesus Christ 'Son of God'. Check the NT passages where 'Son of Man' is referenced.
As for suicide, Swedemborg tells us that we are associated with good and evil spirits. The evil spirits could harm me then but not now. I'm going to Church and associating with people who are not Swedenborgian. Getting along fine.
As for 'getting it out of my house' that's what the evils would want me to do. Besides, all of his Writings are on the web at: http://www.smallcanonsearch.com/">
Yep. "...all they that hate me love death." -- Proverbs 8:36
Satan not only enjoys wrecking havoc on men, he actually loves death.
By the grace of God, we resist him.
"These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." -- John 16:33