It aooears from your posts that either you do not understand Scripture, the Trinity, or are attempting to understand it indepedent of the enabling ministry of God, the Holy Spirit.
Instead of arguing it or taking another man's view of it, take His Word for it and allow Him to guide you through understanding and an outward knowledge of His doctrines.
I am quite happy to use the Bible to demolish trinitarian "logic" any time, any place.
Recognize this?
And in one Lord Jesus Christ, the only-begotten Son of God, begotten of the Father before all worlds, God of God,
To believe this means that you have to reject clear scripture that says that Jesus was inferior to God, was a created being, and was a flesh and blood man.